I think this is the
problem
The bruises on my arms
that took 40 years to recover wasn’t enough for someone. Besides that why did
the bruising even start from people that claimed they were adopted children,
but the bruiser, the first chance he got hit me over the head with a fly
swatter. I guess it is no accident that we have SWAT teams on police departments
today and I do not mean in the good sense of word because there was no reason
for what happened to me, and Norman Bates said “He would not even swat a fly in
a strait jacket at the end of Psycho.
But
from time I started living on Maynard Avenue, which at one point due to
unemployment checks stolen from me, sort of repeating in a way, and I know not
an accident our dad fixing my ears with plastic surgery. I had not paid a bill
for cleaning the ear wax out of ears, and I think our dad had a little problem
paying for the plastic surgery for the birth defect I had that a sibling and
our mom asked for help with because of the document in our house. But while
they cared a lot they made the mistake of thinking that a document that had
been translated from German to English, this is the 1950’s now not the 70’s or
80’s was something other than what they thought it was. So they tried and got a
“no”. So our mom thought it was a priority but I didn’t and really did not
notice that there was a defect. I think what might made her think it was important
was something said in Dayton before I was born, and related to a document there
and the boots that were sent there after all Al Capone may have been included
on the document since he was in Brazil when the Top secret program was being
tested and Adolf Hitler was there and maybe Neil’s parents. I cannot say about
that last part, while I am sure that Al Capone was there I do not know about a
person that calls himself Neil Donnelly
So I decided to that all that had happened
was my fault and I had caused everyone in our family pain they should not have
had to go through. I don’t know why because I did not cause any trouble but I just
felt that something was wrong only because I was born. Then I decided to find
out about Astrology and how to go about doing charts, but in the meantime I
thought I had failed in every way in life. I had no car, not really any close friends
and not really any success even though I did want to be an Architect, but since
I really did not graduate from high school I had no chance in doing that either.
I did design a rec center on my own in high school, but slept to survive the
rest of the time I had no idea that there were people that had neurophones or
sticks living in our house and no one told anything about it
A person that started
living in our house thought it was a sibling that wanted to keep it from me
because he was the psychopath not himself but I do not think so I just think
that the sibling thought it was a no win situation and did not really know what
to do this was not Europe and was not Australia and was not any royal families
and was not even the Vatican, so what is an average family in an average
neighborhood really supposed to think if a document like that comes to their
family?
But when Eric Schwing, something
changed, I did not know what and at the time I did not know that he really did
not accidentally run into me as an abundance of some people from Walnut Ridge
he knew where to find me even though he made it look like he just met up with
those people on High street one night. High street used to be a hangout for college
students looking to get away from college work and meet new people in Columbus
especially during the Hippie days of the 1960’s 70’s
So Eric Schwing had something
related to the document also but I never considered it because I did not know
the occult was following me around and Neil could find and know where I was at
all the time because he had my destiny or part of my soul in his back pocket.
In my opinion they were using the ruler of Pisces that is Neptune, which might even
be related in the hardest sense related to TV tubes on Tv’s, but they had Neptune
the real ruler of Pisces built into a stick that could create Holograms of
anyone inside their houses at any time they wanted instead of Neptune that
occurs as an eye that sees dreams when we sleep. So they use sleep deprivation
as a torture method for the same reason. So while Eric helped a little I was
never sure who he was and what the document that I really did not know he had
because I did not know what it was, and he would not tell me where he came from.
First he said he came from Boston then he said he was from Morgan Town West
Virginia where, at the time a girl singer by the name of I can’t think of the
name now had been born and she said so in one of her songs
Then Eric Schwing left
with the Marine Corps and went to Maryland and I did not know what to do
anymore, and whatever he had done with telephone calls that had come from
somewhere that were times whenever I was not in the apartment did something but
I did not know what and I did not at that time associate any of the calls that
came to Ft Lauderdale with anything either even though I did not answer any
even ones that timed me coming in the house at about 10 years old and the sibling
picked up the phone and repeated to our mom the conversation “He has to stay in
the program” I did not know nor did I have anything to do with a “program” so
what am I supposed to think. I think the document had an envelope that our mom
steamed open with an iron and had an address from Australia on it but I did not
know that at all because it was always hidden from me. That document I think
had been at Paul Hogans place and he had been told that it would be there and
had lived in Wales (Lightening Ridge) Bangor and then the document was sent to
Bangor Maine and that is where Neil and Pam got it from. Why and how did Susan
Ramsey Nelson a graduate of Reed College know where I lived and told me she
knew Paul Hogan and then would talk to herself walking around the neighborhood
of Maynard ave for a while? How did she know, and why me?
Why did everyone know that
Temple of the Screaming Electron was going to start and not really say anything
to me that made any sense? TOTSE (FOOT) French Origin
If you knew the torture and
terrorism that has been included and I have suffered every day for the last 25
years but cannot do a thing about it you would not think, from any human point
of view, that a human had anything to do with it
There is something about
Wales that someone uses all the time that I am not sure I know why. I have only
lived in the US and really only two states in the US never have done much
traveling and did not take any really good geography courses of course since I
really have never been to college
But after Eric left they
started putting Motorola cell phones in all of the Columbus police cruisers to
make me feel as though I had done something I did not do and part of was due to
Susan Ramsey Nelson calling 911 and having a helicopter flying over the Maynard
ave building even though she lied about the entire thing. I laid in my bed on
the second floor scared as they were flashing the spot light for no reason at
all and I think they knew it because I think part of them were ex marines. She
lived in apt 1 and I lived in apt 2 and I really did not have any experience
with girls, and still really do not
I
have put this subject on my current site once, but I am revisiting the same
thing again. When Pam said, without knowing or meeting her ever before, not
knowing that the four other people in the Gates family, already, in one way or
another, met and even people in another family by the name of Paul H Gerson Jr
and Sr. and Ruth Gerson, 23 Skidoo, I had no idea what she was talking about,
since she was new to our house and claimed along with Neil that they were
adopted children. If there are people that are suddenly accepted into your
family that claim that the children are adopted and the adult is their step
mother what is a person that has just turned 12 years old supposed to think?
Because
Pam said that to me just after our mom died on March 20, 1962 the Spring
Equinox or Easter time, as its origin even though it is not celebrated as that
mostly today, just like Christmas is the Winter Solstice even though it is not
celebrated exactly on the 22nd of the month. In fact XMASS has its
origin really related to Spring when new leaves on trees not evergreens but it
does not matter but that is the origin, It is also related to the Tree of Life.
It is related to the Tree of Life, and in fact resurrection because
resurrection is built on the Eye of Horus which is not dual ruler ship of
Jupiter it is related to the eye we see dreams in sleep not any “3rd
eye like INDIA might say. In fact it is related to Neptune and how it is
related to the broken Tree of Life, not the Mars version of XP in the form of
CHI RHO Greek letters for XP but the Neptune ruler of Pisces not Jupiter. It
seems weird that most signs of the zodiac start one sign and end another on the
22nd of the month not the 23rd
23
Skidoo is really 47 Chromosomes, and there may have been only one, using occult
means to find us in Ft Lauderdale but had known our mom in Dayton and sent her
something before I was even born a human, and told her something and then sent
her boots that did not fit but she kept them in a box. But one wonders why
someone did not understand that Paul the Apostle is not a real person why did
they think that was true? There is not any Jesus Christ either for that from
the time they sent the boots before I was born they were the Apostle Paul was a
real person and for that reason was entitled to a wish but a wish is the same
as fish and there were three fish related to Pisces but one was used to create
the head of a man in the form of Aquarius. So two thirds of the New Testament
was written by two thirds of the three fish. It says in the New Testament that
Jesus Christ Paul the Apostle was sold for 30 pieces of silver but also says
that he was sold for 20 pieces of silver. So 20 and 30 could be two thirds
which is exactly how much of the New Testament was written by Paul the Apostle.
So Neil Pam and Eleanor stalking our house, with one of them at least with 47
Chromosomes related to the gender Chromosomes being related to be psychopath
were looking for a real person by the name of Apostle Paul but there isn’t any.
The New Testament is just a story with sacred geometry in it but not meant to
be taken literally.. So Pisces the symbol at least is two fish but it used to
be three fish, but it is also ruled by Neptune not Jupiter. Neptune related to
everlasting life, but not possible on the planet earth in the form of Ponce De Leon
and the Fountain of Youth that came to Florida in the early 1500’s. It was only
because of the Inquisition in Spain where the Zohar originates that that
happened so the Jewish in Spain tortured people to get the answer related to
Florida, but 400 years before I was born in St Pete
I
had not done my astrological chart and knew nothing of the occult, and how it
is possible to track down Pisces, especially Pisces with Jupiter in the 12th
house retrograde, and Pisces Rising. If you understand that on the planet
earth, since resurrection of the human race Aries has control of the zodiac
because it is the same in a way as the rising sign and for that reason to make
an astrological chart individual, which is really the point of astrology from a
professional point of view then you the ascendant or rising sign is one of the
most important points in the chart
So,
what about Scorpio, the other sign ruled by Mars and what about Aquarius that is
ruled by a transpersonal symbol of Uranus but that is Mars also but used one of
three fish, or wish, or even witch of Pisces to create Aquarius
But
there are a lot of astrologers today that question whether Scorpio isn’t a
problem and not really a water sign at all in fact acts more like a fire sign
like Sagittarius
47
chromosomes related to the 23rd pair of chromosomes as in the gender
pair is a real problem and may end the human race the school shootings that
have occurred in the US is something the US cannot deal with and bi polar
disorder also related, I think, to 47 Chromosomes is the reason for the school
shooting no other country on the planet earth has anything close to be the kind
of violence and the number of school shootings the US has. The problem is the
US not a war in the Mid-East
That
is what the lady boys are called in Vietnam or Thailand YYX
But
there is also Jacob’s syndrome that used part of me from the waist to the neck
that is also related to 47 chromosomes before I was even 10 years old. Jack and
the Bean stalk and the Flower of Life not the Tree of Life even David Svetlick
said he had an uncle that was named Uncle Seed like what is mentioned in Body
Snatchers right at the beginning it mentions Flower of Life creating copies of people
that way. But Jacob’s syndrome is also related to psychopathic people even
murderers like Ted Bundy