Friday, May 25, 2018

My Life and why being born a Pisces has made it that way



DUAL RULERSHIP INSTEAD OF THE REAL RULER OF PISCES JUPITER INSTEAD OF NEPTUNE I AM A PISCES BUT HAVE NEPTUNE IN THE 7th HOUSE BUT JUPITER RETROGRADE, LIKE THE SYMBOL ABOVE IN THE 12th HOUSE SAGITTARIUS IS USING ME AS A VAMPIRE. SAGITTARIUS IS ALSO A DUAL SIGN ALONG WITH MIRROR IMAGE OF GEMINI THE TWINS

Flower the Skunk? That was also a character that Disney created. He was from Chicago you know. 
What about party animal is the elephant and donkey of the Republican and Democratic party instead (Dumbo Drop?)   

I did not realize till very recently that the eye of Horus (hours time on the planet earth) is dual rulership instead of the broken tree of life (Neptune)  

Why does an article I found on the internet about 10 or 15 years ago have California Mind Control as the subject but have Louis X1V as the focus? What about the Cathedral called Chartres that has the labyrinths that have been there since that 1500's there? Why did Neil give me a very small version of a guillotine when I was 12 years old. That was the first time I had met him? After all, guillotines were invented about that time in France. C.I.R.C.U.I.T The Italian Mafia was created about that time

It seems to me that if I am right about Jack and the Beanstalk using part of me because of the Flower of Life and Jacobs Ladder then what might have been caused by the Marrying Maiden and the Fertilizer bomb in Oklahoma is open for someone answering for the bomb because there is nothing that fits in the world of connection that keeps it from being included and the Bob Luce and Beverly Deangelo and his connection to Oklahoma and the I Ching as an electrical circuit like the Labyrinths in Chartres Cathedral are wrong. The I Ching and the 54 Hexagram are related in some way to the bomb that blew up the Federal Building and it is because of the Flower of Life

I think the five of Swords in the Tarot deck is related to torture and I have been tortured by sleep deprivation for over 20 years non stop 24 hours a day 7 days a week

25 is the “Y” in the English alphabet if you are an XXY then you have an extra chromosome that is what the Children might be on the planet earth 47 chromosomes. Might be the cause of Bi-Polar disorder

What happened in Ft Lauderdale about 60 years ago Neil Donnelly is born a psychopathic serial murderer as 47 chromosomes instead of 46

XXY BODY SNATCHERS David Svetlick said when he moved into our neighborhood he was brought there by his uncle seed and then Eric Schwing said he went out to Colorado to work for a Flower Mill both referencing the Flower of Life Jacobs Syndrome not XY XP is related to Mars in Greek Language but is really related to Pisces and Neptune XP Neptune, while we are not able to be everlasting life anymore they still use Neptune related charts to continue the royal family instead of fixing the 47th chromosome children so psychopaths continue to be born in the form of transgender and the lady boys because they are using the solar zodiac instead of the lunar zodiac based on Cancer sign the sign that says "I feel" I am a Pisces not a Cancer DO they know where they are at? Could anywhere be a specific god place rather than any geographic area like Neil did in the 1940's before I was born and the 1950's after I was born. There is no real physical Jesus Christ just an acrostic poem, Why did Neil do it that way?

Here are some things that might be important that I had no idea for about 40 years had anything to do with the family I lived in. But I will say they only might have happened because someone that has the occult to use used me and the fact that I was born a Pisces and have Aquarius on the 12th house cusp and the Warlock knew it before I was born and after I was born

A very important thing might be related to Frank Sinatra knowing I said "Geronimo" while jumping off the high diving board, at the casino pool. I was the youngest and we were just a family of five people that had no connections to entertainers or gangsters. Could it be the spider that confused everyone? Dream Catcher? That may not seem to matter, but why did Frank Sinatra need to know? Did he really know who someone that does not mention his real name even today as far as I know? He did live in our house for 5 years along with two other people, and I know the oldest of the three was married to him even though he was only 7 years old since her real name was Austin not Donnelly. Why would it be something Frank Sinatra needed to find out about? They apparently did not understand but I am sure was told through people like Mia Farrow (Stasi Agent?) But because they did not know they used our mom and her maiden name as though it were the last name of someone that had British royal origins. That name being Peffers that could also be spelled Peppers as in Sgt Peppers lonely heart club band. That was used after she died in 1962, and used in a film Salt and Pepper with Sam Davis and Peter Lawford in England

Also, I have just recalled in the last 2 years, only because I had no idea that they were important in my life, because most people do not know there astrological charts from the time they are born, and for that reason know why people that do not fit in your life, are suddenly a part of your life for no other reason than that. So that is the reason the boots are very important, shown to the sibling that is now 72 years old, but did not mean anything to me. The sibling was 11or 12 and I was 7 or 8 years old. I now know something did happen before I was born. As a matter of fact I think they were something related to Elizabeth Taylor sent to our mom, like the boots. She may for some reason, even at 9 or 10 been allowed in this country from the Wales area. Paul Hogan and Peg Entwistle were and are from that area

I think it might have been because of Al Capone and the Italian Mafia only because the Cagliostro seal requires them to help "witches" when they are needed, and also because Al Capone was in Brazil for the top-secret project. I am not sure what that project was but it has a definite connection to Jewish and part of it may have had something to do with plutonium heavy water plants, and the testing of mind control So, why did Frank Sinatra get involved and know I jumped off the high dive at the Casino pool in Ft Lauderdale, a  saltwater filed pool near Ft Lauderdale beach. Also, the day the sibling planned to go there I asked to go with him, but he did not want to take me along. But, and I did not know this to long after she had died, used to tell a sibling, Roger was always too old, to take me anyway by giving the sibling a little silent wink or something like that, so the sibling said alright as long as you do not say Geronimo while jumping off the high board. I remember now, that I could not understand why he said that because I did not recall then that I had gone there before I did have convulsions one day, and had food allergies that I eventually grew out of, but I do not know why I had such a problem of remembering things. I do not mean that I had a mental condition to commit crimes, and forget, it was not that way at all Also, for an entirely different reason, forced myself even to the point of looking in someone's eye and not remembering (not a pathological liar) to forget all the time that Pam Neil and Eleanor lived in our house, and even forgot that I did not graduate from high school. Not to take advantage it was just included in that time period where I slept to survive. Even into late 30's and early 40's (the 1960 thru 1980's with something that stopped me from talking) forgot all of that only to survive as a person. For that though and not knowing about the box and who Pam Neil and Eleanor really were) suffered horribly by people laughing behind my back from the time I started I started 1st grade, I am sure. for some reason someone that knew I was going to be somewhere at a time also seemed to know my face. These were complete strangers

What Jewish live by, and I know they know it is the human race and the trinities of Water and Earth before the Holocaust in bottomless pit terms, they know that their religion and every other religion that was built off of Jewish are only something that has happened since the resurrection. They also know that Hebrew was created to hide some things that they don't want to mention. In the Catholic religion, it is the Vatican library that they do not want to publish. Where is the human race if they don't try to find out things like that or don't care to mention them for human's sake. Where did we come from and how did we get here?

Pisces the sign I was born as has three fish not two as the symbol, and that is what ties Pisces to Aquarius, a sign definitely associated with gangs My conclusion is that there is the real problem. Why was it mentioned while Eric Schwing was in Columbus by a black girl that Frank Sinatra was something that she knew had something to do with it. I sure did not know then and did not even know there was a document let alone know why it had anything to do with my life or the Gates family. The Desert Inn and the The Desert Inn Casino are two different places. besides the Gerson's did not even take me where ever they said they were supposed to take me. Paul H Gerson Jr had just become a student in 2nd grade like me at OLQM

What about Pam Neil and Eleanor coming from the Boston/Lynn Mass area and knew where we lived in the 1950's about 1955-or 54. I did not put two and two together that they were there and lived in our house and family that they were anything more than adopted children because one of them had known the sibling for over 5 years before our mom died. I never knew they had occult ways of finding us and did not know that one had been trained from the time he was born and had family, maybe, from the German or Austrian area. I also did not know he had a broomstick or that he probably had control of neurophones. I still have been allowed or has it been explained why the document was in our house other than what I have concluded on my own. But I will say that there was the incident of the sibling working at UPS and being run over by a car while working at night after being told that he needed to “clean up the parking lot” one night while working. I did ask why it happened and the sibling said he did not know. I guess he might have been confused and I am really more confused about that time than anyone because I had no idea, and have been tortured most of my life but cannot do anything about it. That started from the time I was 12 years old with one of the new adopted children living in the same bedroom as me There was the things that happened before our mom died and our dad working at Concrete Pipe Products that might be important like the fact that our dad complained to the sibling one day when he had heard comments from a person that was a new truck driver, and he did say the nickname for the new truck driver was “Red” he asked the sibling because he heard telephone calls that sounded like that siblings voice in the “plant” at the time. These I think though we're not real telephone calls because the trick behind them is the spider. Someone that lived in our house can and I am sure has used just about everyone’s voice in telephone calls that sound like a person’s voice only but are not real even though they can make conversation’s with another person because they may also have quantum physics or at least artificial intelligence built into them If you really understand how the Jewish religion since resurrection works that created all of the religions that we have today including all of the eastern then you will realize that two signs of the zodiac were added of Leo/Aquarius. There were just 10 and the Zohar is still based on only 10 signs not 12 So if you think of the signs of Leo and Aquarius as the Throne and the power behind the throne as those two signs then you see how the all of the royalty and the power behind the royalty
has existed since Ancient Egypt and how Kind Tut was killed by has sister maybe even twin sister Jewish have used that way and added their own language to disguise a lot of things even today they are the only religion that has their own language also I think there is something that I also did not realize about the time we spent in Tampa Florida in the
1950’s. About the time that our dad, even though I did not know was getting calls that sounded like the sibling at Concrete Pipe Product then to have their name changed to American Marietta and Martin Marietta there was a dad that concluded that I was “interested” in something like what he started sounding like he was doing with Neil sneaking around our neighborhood when I was about 5 years old and with Paul and Ruth Gerson talking to him also. My arm was used while I was at the Desert Inn Motel in Miami beach it was used because someone took over part of Pisces related to dream and the eye related to dreams and caused my arm to move while I was partly asleep in Miami beach and I did not know who the Gersons were or that they had lied to our mom about where they were taking me. There is something that Jewish as a part of their tradition of tefillin that is traditionally done by wrapping a box to the front of their head and then wrapping that same type of box around their left arm. I am the only one in the Gates family that is left handed and the only one that is a Pisces that has a symbol of Three fish and the origin of the human race, before resurrection and the New Testament Even though I am sure that this is traditionally the left arm they show this on the right arm 153 not 53 Tetragrammaton

The thing related to what started happening at our dads engineering firm where he was in charge of part of it as engineer and plant manager continues I guess with the vacation that was offered to our dad at a house new management said he could take us to at a hosuse one of the people owned in Tampa Florida there was a person that was in charge of gaming in that area I think and was also a CIA agent for a time period by the name of Santo Trafficante Jr So our dad took us there but the oldest that had already talked to Neil did not come along
I think I need to conclude long after what I saw happen while living the same family, even though there were four members living in our house just after our mom died that Neil was probably responsible for UPS running over the sibling in Columbus, and at least in part in starting FedEx delivery service. The question is, did he kill, or have anything to do with the disappearance of Jimmy Hoffa? Did he have anything to do with the death of Bobbi Kennedy as a Goodfellow? I also conclude that it is possible he had something to do with Bobbi Kennedy jr marrying Mary Richardson, and her supposedly dying from hanging herself

What really happened with the Janet Reno being attorney general, like Bobbi Kennedy, participating in the Wacco from Waco with Wackenhut participating in that. i do not think anyone died in the fire

Why did the sibling, possibly, even though i do not know if he did even now, know that he saw with the eyes of Larry Mars, the assassination of Jack Kennedy Who really shot Martin Luther King I do not think Earl Ray really did it Why was the parole of Sirhan Sirhan, the person that might not have shot Bobbi Kennedy, changed How did Jack Kennedy's PT boat get run down in 1943? What about the fact that the Solomon Islands, where it happened are a part of the Continent of Oceania that only includes the Solomon Islands and Australia

I also say that I do know now why the red-haired guy, that Neil or Pam, and Eleanor probably brought him to Columbus after we moved had a lot to do with the same as a supposed vice cop groped me at age 14 when the bus stopped at the Trailways bus depot in Columbus. I think it might have something to do with what Neil did in the Lynn area. Is it possible that he went out on the street at about 6 years old? Lazarus because someone at Harley high suggested I needed to know as a new resident after our dad moved us from ft Lauderdale to Columbus in two cars I was not our dad and I did not say I want that big one speaking about the fish I had caught in our canal as the youngest younger than the person someone might have thought was the youngest by 4 years and 8 years younger than the oldest Neil has complete control of me and because of the spider can be as though he is right next to me all. What about the United Fruit Company with their origin in Boston or Lynn of my life even while Eric Ft Lauderdale he has created a trucking company of his own in the form of FedEx and may have had something to do with the Teamsters union and death of at least one of the people in Cleveland Ohio. I guess that is the person that caused the sibling that was in a cast for six months to be run over in 1963 Why did the Teamsters make loans to people like Doris Day and Frank Sinatra? What happened to Jackie Presser? He died of Cancer, but what about Cleveland?

Neil the XXY chromosome Jacobs Syndrome used the birth of a Pisces before I was born in Dayton and then skipped over the fixing of the 47th chromosome to just continue his royal family by using Jacobs ladder and Jack and the bean stalk to come to where we lived and have a sibling bring the document that our mom had been told about before I was born and then be told after I was born at 5 years old while the sibling that had the document from Pam was 9 years old and the oldest was 13 years old. I did not know that it was being done. So they used body snatchers and my rising sign to continue the royal family which they could not continue themselves using blue apples at noon to do so with the legs of the goblin that is also called the spider, or a “fly”. With that, Neil waited for our mom to die on March 20, Easter or Spring Equinox, and then move into our family knowing they had the Pisces
they needed and proceed to use the fly (my soul) to create a new Sagittarius in the form of Bryan Gates who was talented in Music from the time he was born What about the human race and fixing the 47th chromosome children so the human race does not end

For some reason i did not put two and two together, because, most if not all of the time, i am not sure that what I am doing is an answer, that it really says anything at all. i did not know anything at all for 40 years, and I still do not. i do not know anything ever. I sense something but that is different than knowing. Sensing something is a feeling that the entire world is not right but can be seen in just a few events, and that is something that I was born with, but it sort of does fit on the planet because i can't explain it. I think maybe, and I have just concluded this in the last 20 years, one sign of the zodiac has taken something away from Pisces, but cannot admit it I just came up with something that i should have seen when I looked at the first time about 20 years ago, and that is that the NIMH or the animated feature The Secret of NIMH National Institute of Mental health has become a real problem in the form of Bipolar disorder. in personal terms it was caused by someone using the Pisces, me, and not considering that they were not supposed to do anything after I was born. But they did it because the Flower of Life or Le Fleur, Jacobs Ladder Jacobs syndrome 47 Chromosomes wanted that person to do so. So, to put it the only way I know how, the Le Fleur way really disregarded the human race as important at all and said their mother (Mary Magdolin) was all that was important. in a way threw G-d out the window that might care and said it was not important, Unfortunately, since the human race does not have a choice at the time the whole human race suffers because of that and can be seen in a very important thing now in the form of Bipolar disorder. I think the zodiac shows it in the split at signs 9 and 3 or Sagittarius Gemini. "Step on the Crack and you break your mothers back" said by children in 2nd grade but i never knew why they were saying because it really referred to someone that did not go to school for grades 1 thru 8 at all that should have been there or at least told me, but never did, and Paul H Gerson Jr could have also, but didn't. Why the human race continues to choose that, and for that reason suffer, I do not know The Secret of NIMH animated film said the same thing a long time ago but I just did not see it. It seems though that the Bipolar disorder is really a bad thing that shows up in Hollywood and other places but is more visible from people that make a career before the public. You see what happened in Ft Lauderdale that I did not know anything about for 40 years, and have only found out by my own work and being tortured in a form of terrorism, has an impact on all of the children and parents that have been born since then. The model of the human race is not the same as an individual chart just like one chart of a person, is not the zodiac But because of what happened in the 1950's was too late, the bigger picture not a person's individual chart was already lost. So why did someone say I want to be a singer in a rock and roll band if that was not his goal? that is a line from the Purple People Eater song, so why is there a bridge in Cincinnati with that as the main theme called the Purple People Bridge. Why didn't someone go back to where they came from and leave well enough alone? It they had there might have been another way. Why did they choose to cause another Sagittarius in the form of Bryan Patrick Gates, and knew before he was born that was the type of person he was going to be. The Warlock you know

Our mom and dad, now deceased, knew something in Dayton, before I was born, but were told in the 1950's not to tell me, and our mom tried almost every way she could think of but i just did not know, since I did not know about the document, and did not know who Pam Neil and Eleanor were and are. I do remember our mom showing the sibling in Columbus boots when he was about 11 years old but it has taken me over 50 years to realize how important they are because were sent before I was born which proves that our mom did know something before I was born. But she may not have understood what the real problem was since she did not have the internet. I do not have a high school diploma, because someone did not want me to have one. i slept to survive after a psychopathic person was living in same bedroom caused it to happen with torture using a note our mom left behind, and on top of that bruises on my arms, and humiliation that I did not understand of having one new person and one that was a sibling watch after the psychopath came out in the garage and hit me as hard as he could for saying nigger at the time. When you are only 11 1/2 and the best friend you had had just died and you noticed day after day from the time you started school of children your own age laughing for a
reason you could not explain, even teenagers that you did not know on a bus for 7 years olds, then the hit in the arm as hard as someone could hurts much more than just the punch and the person that did it knew it. From the time they started living and before they continued to do that without the person that was doing had a way of being somewhere before I got there to cause it to happen immune response problems might be another problem because of their reasoning of dual rulership instead of Neptune as ruler of Pisces, since Neptune and the tree of life hence everlasting life for the human race not in form of living forever but in some way protected on the planet earth from viruses that can cause epidemics for the human race not XP of Cairo, CHI RHO MARS XP, but XP broken Tree of Life but nevertheless connected Neptune

I think I need to conclude with after what I saw happen while living the same family, even though there were four members living in our house just after our mom and our dad's only wife passed away, that Neil is probably responsible for UPS running over the sibling in Columbus, and starting FedEx delivery service. The question is did he kill, or have anything to do with the disappearance of Jimmy Hoffa? Did he have anything to do with the death of Bobbi Kennedy as a Robin Goodfellow? I think in the last 15 years that he had something to do with Bobbi Kennedy jr marrying Mary Richardson, and her supposedly dying from hanging herself What really happened with the Janet Reno being attorney general, like Bobbi Kennedy, participating in the Waco from Waco with Wackenhut participating in that. I do not think anyone died in the fire Why did the sibling, possibly, even though i do not know if he did even now, know that he saw with the eyes of Larry Mars, the assassination of Jack Kennedy Who really shot Martin Luther King I do not think Earl Ray really did it
Why was the parole of Sirhan Sirhan, the person that might not have shot Bobbi Kennedy, changed from being paroled in maybe 2017 to 2022? Why did Paul H Gerson Jr tell me just after our mom died that he had relatives in Italy? Why wasn't Paul H Gerson Jr ever questioned regarding the assassination of Jack Kennedy? How about his mother Ruth Gerson and his dad Paul H Gerson Sr Why did Paul H Gerson Jr get a job, after we left Florida, as a parole officer? Did Neil have anything to do with that happening? Why was Lee Harvey Oswald in the Marines? Why did he say to Mae Brussel that he was just a patsy?

Why was it said by Mae Brussel that she thought Hypnotism played a roll in Lee Harvey Oswald not having anything to do with Jack Kennedy's death? Why did Lee Harvey Oswald go in a theater before leaving Dallas? Why would someone that just shot a president spend time in a theater waiting for someone Why was there an attempt on Jack Kennedy's life while in the Navy, on a PT boat in the Solomon Islands and he knew that the Marines, in some way, had something to do with and created the Navy Seals because of that only, and their elite group of parachuters called the Leap Frogs? Why did Neil use frog
in an article in Hot Rod magazine, about the time the elite group was started and say that i liked playing leapfrog, and having a guy in Hot Rod magazine display his car wearing a German World War 1 helmet with a spike in it that suggested something else about the time he arranged the Joe Cole thing that made me look like a pervert which I am not
Why did Lost, the TV show, start off on several occasions at the beginning with a plane with the continent of Oceania, the continent that includes the Solomon Islands and Australia, and show the flight number of 815 = 14 Why did Neil the person that caused our dad trouble at Concrete Pipe Products with a truck driver by the name of "Red" use the words our dad had said at a place where he took us for a vacation in Tampa and said the words "I want that big one", reference to catching a fish like his youngest son in a canal that broke the line. How was "Red" brought to Columbus, by Neil, and made into a Vice Cop and he repeated the words while I was on a Trailways Bus in 1964. How else could have known I was going to be on that bus? How did that happen here on a day I took a bus to a place to buy another car after my Thunderbird that had 80,000 miles on it when a purchased and I did pay it off, and was totaled on purpose, have people on the back of the bus singing Fun Fun Fun since my daddy took my T Bird away a Brian Wilson song for the sake of Carnie Wilson and Josey Hatfield that showed up on ET the show Elizabeth Taylor? You know ET? Why did Josey Hatfield come to Cincinnati and why did she know the first day I was here? Why was Josey and the Pussycats with her as the main character created, and from the Boston area and wears a blond wig with a tattoo underneath it maybe even swastika

Why doesn't someone realize that Body Snatchers does not mean cutting someone in half. it is the use originally, when the human race was resurrected, of models that may have been Scorpio models, and using those models as a way to resurrect the human race. But then what about the 3rd fish in Pisces what was that used for? In the last 60 years the three people have done, again, using any location on the planet earth rather heaven on earth even on earth or even El EVEN Eleven on earth, as though any geographic location is the same but it isn't and use me as though Jacobs Ladder was actually using a part of a human body to create the rest of a human because they only have the head of man to create their model of the human race, Jacobs Ladder and Jack and the Beanstalk says just that in the video on Youtube. That is what Neil did, and I know he did, before our mom died along with convulsions. The Flower of Life not the Tree of Life and it is not spelled Three it is spelled TREE without an "H" so someone can used holographic images and say they on the planet earth when they are not they are in our dreams and that is part of Neptune the real ruler of Pisces not Jupiter There is a book by Robert Louis Stevenson that was called Body Snatchers that was made into a movie in the 1950;s and then made into a movie again that starts off with the Flower of Life not the Tree of Life as the subject of the movie. Why did David Svetlick say his Uncle Seed in the 1950's coming from Pennsylvania like Eric Scwhing in the 1970's why did they change the books from the Robert Louis Stevenson books to the Joseph Heller book and the Slochumb family, and the movie Igby goes down as the movie about the day our mom died. Why was Mark Slochumb a co-owner of the bike shop for a while and then went out to California and knew the Hells Angels and sent the sibling books by the Illuminati, The John Birch Society, related to blaming the Jewish and saying they are the cause of Economic Depression Why did Eric Schwing, who I did not know but Neil did, mention I used to catch fly baals in Boston for, and why did he say that he went out to Denver Colorado and worked a Flower Mill referring to the Flower of Life again. i know he did not go there even I did not know while he was there nor did I even understand at the time why I needed to know. I don't know anything vampires use Pisces they know I do not my soul writes for them, connected to the bottomless in the form of unconscious

What about Jacobs syndrome and the connection to 47 chromosomes and that connection to psychopathic murderers that are born that way. They are the children not anyone in the Gates family They are the children that come from a family tree that has all 47th chromosomes and have to be helped because GOD made a mistake in creation

Neil Donnelly's and his real name and the family tree he is a part of, maybe Ho Tepp, or something much worse, was given the fire and air trinities FAIRY TRINITIES that is way Neil used against me in 1964 they were given them but they are based on Bi Polar people the third and ninth signs and even Sagittarius are the split in the Human race and it shows in the US way over any other industrialized country in the last 10 years as the School Shootings and the extreme rise in Bi polar disorder That is the fire and air trinities 288 school shootings in the last 3 years as opposed to any other country of 6 at the most

What is going to happen to the US? With Bipolar disorder a real problem and the trinities of Fire specifically Sagittarius and the Air trinity built off of that the dual signs of Sagittarius and Gemini are causing a real problem for the US and the planet

it seems to me that the extreme problem of school shootings and bipolar are related. I am not one of the signs of either Gemini or Sagittarius or an Air sign of any type. I think the only dual signs in the zodiac are the Air trinity and Sagittarius not Pisces or Virgo